I returned late from office today. It was 20:00. I parked the car, rushed to the door, unlocked it.. and there he was. He came running up to me, wagging his tail, implying that he was happy to see me. I gave him a hug, whispered a soft “Sorry” to his ears. In return, he licked my cheek.
It took me a moment to realize that the house had gone all dark. I had left for office at 15:30. It was all bright and sunny, so I hadn’t turned on any lights. I had planned to return by 18:00, 30 minuters late for Bahadur’s dinner. So, when I returned long after it was dark, I faced Realization #1: “I had left Bahadur locked up in the house, hungry for two whole hours, and adding to his misery was the complete scary darkness.”
I turned on the lights, rushed to the kitchen where I had kept his dinner ready since noon and started heating it. The smell of rice and chicken curry filled the kitchen. Bahadur stood by the kitchen door, excited to smell his food being heated! I had a smile on my face when I told him, “Yes dear, it’s all for you.” A minute later, his food was ready, that’s when I faced Realization #2: “I hadn’t cooked enough rice at noon to feed me one lunch, and feed Bahadur one lunch and one dinner. We both had proper lunch. But, for Bahadur’s dinner, a small amount of rice was left. It was almost half of what he generally eats. In short, I kept Bahadur hungry for two hours, which means he deserves to be fed twice as much as he eats, instead I was serving him half!”
I dug up each and every grain of rice, mixed it with the warm chicken curry, and served Bahadur his late dinner. He started gulping up as soon as food was served to his bowl. I watched him for a while. I felt relaxed as he ate, I felt that my responsibility for today was over. Well, it wasn’t.
I noticed some things on the floor in our drawing room. They looked like chocolate wrappers, the shiny silvery ones. Upon analysis, I found that they weren’t chololate wrappers, but still I couldn’t figure out what they were. They looked like the packing material of medical pills, only they were crushed well by Bahadur’s teeth. A brief thought came to my mind that someone might have dropped some eatables through the windows, and Bahadur might have ate it up. I checked the windows. All were closed. Whatever it was, I picked up the mess and went to throw it in the dustbin. That’s when I faced Realization #3: “For lunch, I had cooked rice, daal and potato fries. Chicken curry was bought from a hotel. It was packed in an aluminium container, with a paper cover, and wrapped up in a ploythene bag. I had unpacked the chicken to a kadai. Due to some leakage problem in our pressure cooker, I had burnt the daal at noon. So, I packed the burnt daal in the chicken container, and threw it in the dustbin. Apparently, when Bahadur was hungry by his dinner time(17:30), he took up the pack from the dustbin, and ate up all the burnt dal. Since the pack smelt of chicken, and he was hungry, he ate up every thing, including the burnt dal, the paper cover and even the polythene! Seeing the condition of the aluminium packet, I bet he had tried to eat it up too, but failed. I realized he must have been pretty hungry.”
This is when tears filled my eyes. I wished Bahadur could understand me so that I could apologize. I begged God to forgive me for the sin I had just committed. I wished I could do something to make things right, I wished I could make him happy, I wanted to do something good for him.. Idea! I ran to the nearest fast-food stall. I ordered a egg-chicken roll, had it packed, brought it home and fed it to Bahadur. He ate peacefully this time. For the second time, I felt my responsibility for the day was over. Well, it wasn’t.
After feeding the roll, I went to my room to change clothes. Just as I was about to unbutton, I heard sounds of utensils being dragged across the floor. I went to the hall to see that Bahadur was licking his water bowl, which had gone empty. That’s when I faced Realization #4: “Bahadur had drank up all his water when he was hungry. I clearly remember refilling his bowl with water just after lunch. Normally, the bowl needs to be refilled once a day. He doesn’t drink much. Locked up in a house, darkness, hunger, thirst!.. That’s the list of what Bahadur had been through!”
I filled up his bowl with drinking water, he quenched his thirst. There, I noticed some water spilled on the floor near his bowl. First I thought it might have been from Bahadur’s water bowl, but after a keen look, I faced Realization #5: “After drinking up all the water when he was hungry, Bahadur had urinated near his bowl! Trust me, in the past 10 years, he has never urinated inside the house. He does it either in our garden(downstaris) or on the terrace. But today, he was locked up in the house and he had nowhere to go. I tried to put myself in place of Bahadur.. Locked up, complete darkness, hunger, thirst, no food, no water and not even a place to pee! Horrible!”
Anyways, I brought a bucket, and started cleaning the floor. That’s when Bahadur did something, that, for the second time in an hour, made me cry.
When he was a kid, rather, a puppy I must say, he used to pee indside the house. Whenever he did so, he was a given a beating with a stick, so that he learns that it’s wrong to pee indoors. So, now when he saw me with the mop, resambling with a long stick, he thought that I was about to beat him up for what he had done. He got scared and below a bed. I didn’t have the slightest hesitation to clean up his mess. After all he had been through, scaring the poor creature was the least I wanted to do. I just wished I had a way to make him understand not to be scared, I wasn’t angry upon him, wasn’t going to hurt him. Tears filled my eyes when I cleaned up the floor.
A few moments later, with some pampering, biscuits and chocolates, I somehow made it up to him, made him comfortable and confident that things are cool, nothing to worry about. Life’s back to normal now.
An advice to the readers: If you have a pet, respect it, understand it, take good care of it. A pet is just like one of your best buddies, just that he/she can’t speak. You have to understand it. And for those who want to have pets in near future, please think before you get one. Don’t just go for a pet because you want to have one, or because you think it’s cool to have a pet, or for any other reason.. Go for a pet only if you truly believe that you can give an animal a better life.
P.S.: I went to office on a Saturday because it was an optional working day. The deal was that if you work this Saturday, you earn a leave, which you can use to take a day off later someday. Period. My parents are out of town for a few months. I’ve a full time housekeeper who cooks for me and Bahadur, but he is on leave this Saturday and Sunday. Period. I’m spending the whole Sunday with Bahadur.